welcome the whole new pain and take comfort in all you've become. i waved as i passed myself along the way. i have arrived so unashamed, but my reflection no longer looks the same. it seems much dimmer now.....it seems so dim. just stumble and fall into a world that's overcrowded. and you will find me. won't recognize me; i won't recognize myself. i have arrived so unashamed, but all my senses no longer seem the same. i can sense everything. my sight's so clear. in an instant, my life just slipped away. i fought for life the whole time you were holding me down. you watched me dying. holding me down, you brought my rebirth.